penguinfaery | (no subject)

instructions:
write fifteen statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who
things you've always wanted to tell people

1) I'm sorry I deserted you. I know you needed me but in the end...I'm a good girl and that shit scares me. And I never knew wether it'd be better to confront you or not...I almost wish I had so you'd have hated me, because I know you can make you're hate into something good for you...

2) You're so immature, I think you're lying about your age. And you revel in your ignorance. Saying something enough doesn't make it true.

3) No matter how much I tell you, how important you are to me can not be said in words. Especially after your offer this week, even if I can't take you up on it. You're above levels. You're like...the super sekrit level. And I doubt you have any clue how jealous I get over you, or anyone else does, cause we have such a different friendship nobody quiet gets it...

4) You have no idea how much I love you hon. Even though we don't see each other, I...you're like a friend who lives close. Even though you don't. I hate when you're sad and feel lonely, cause I wish we could just chill. Althought I'm always worried if we hung out in real life more, you wouldn't like me as much.

5) I don't want to lose you. Things got awkward, and I still get bitchy about them, but I DO care about you a lot. And someday I want thing to be normal again.

6) To all the people who this applies to: Japan is not the greatest thing ever. You're not cool cause you know how to bastardize the language. If there is not some damn good reason EVERYTHING you watch/listen to/are involved with is Japanese, there's something wrong in your head. You are STALKING Japan. If countries could get a restraining order...Japanese=/=greater than everything.

7) I love you so much, I'm so glad I'm seeing more of you. However, stop trying to change everything, or I'll stab you in the face. Lovingly. Thing will be gotten to, chill and it'll slowly happen.

8) You don't even have a clue I don't like you and haven't for a long time. You just recently cinched it. You have a lot in common with number 2.

9) It's NOT cute. I can't even read your writing because of it. It's just...not.

10) I love you. God I do. Sometimes you annoy the fuck outta me, and I'm worried about the long run but even so...I have no doubts any longer about my love for you.

11) This is so new, I worry about it. I would die if I lost you. I'm worried about pushing you.

12) I'm so glad you came back. ♥ I missed you.

13) It really makes me feel special when you hit on me. And It makes me feel more special you don't hit on me JUST cause of my boobs. And that are conversation aren't all you hitting on me. And I will send you pictures one day~.

14) You are so awesome. I could totally stalk you. I wish I didn't feel so shy around you and knew like...how much of what you say is for real, or if you just think I'm a dumb kid.

15) It's you and your Mary Sue of doom.

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6) To all the people who this applies to: Japan is not the greatest thing ever. You're not cool cause you know how to bastardize the language. If there is not some damn good reason EVERYTHING you watch/listen to/are involved with is Japanese, there's something wrong in your head. You are STALKING Japan. If countries could get a restraining order...Japanese=/=greater than everything. Agreed.

Is one of them for Lucy ._.?

No.~~But 14 could sorta apply.~~

I wanna make a pic meme of like...Japan's restraining order and post it to people anonymously.

Saa, Lucy doesn't mind^___^

Let's not forget that in Japan, you legally can't cosplay/do gothic lolita on the streets. You can only do it indoors. Japan isn't perfect.

♥

I love Japan. I wanna visit. But it has a LOT of faults. Just like any other country. the amount of people who don't realize this...gah.

Exactly.

I want to go and buy tons of crap and get poor-er and then come back home.

I have a friend going, she staying for a whiiile I'm worried for her...

Anyway, we need a new Akuroku thread, and it is your turns to start!

Aww, I'm sure she'll be fine ♥

CAN DO, MA'AM.

Wootage!

HAVE DONE SO.

If countries could get a restraining order - I think they can, it's just not called a restraining order. :D That would be so cool to see the japanese-fan-girl's face who gets THAT in the mail though, or even email.

POUNCE!

I wanna make like...graphics of them and just randomly post them in Japanophile's journals.

Do it! Seriously.... o_o; Those people scare the living crap out of me.

I'd probably get in trouble for harrasment...

XD do it at school...

It's sort of harrassment both ways though, considering what they are doing over the whole japanese culture and so on... Then there's those even scarier people who claim asians are better then everyone. o___o; The hell? No wonder the asian people in my home-town hide! >< If only people could realize that it's not that different there.

I'm pretty sure I can guess who some of those are going to . . .

So, if you won't tell me, ever, specifically which is for me. . .Did I make the list?

FALL!

Yes. ♥

And I just realized, in my head, your number is kinda ironic...or...not ironic but...heh. Means something unintentionally...to you...in my head...

yeah, I'm gonna shut up. *sucks at not giving hints*

A reread of the list, and that, makes it so obvious.

I love you too. :snuggle: