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Doing this, but sorta doing it a bit pansy ass.

Use this post to tell me anything you want good/bad/indifferent. It doesn't have to be about me*. Just get everything/anything off your chest that you want ♥

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* I do request, however, this week please don't just dump on me about me. I can't stop you but...if you have been wanting to say something you think is an issue, that's ok, but "I think you suck." type things'll...not this time around plz.

...and IDK how to turn of IP logging for one post. But if I have it on, I wouldn't know what to do with it anyway.

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I like you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 Why are you doing this, bb?

What's a matter?

♥ I like you too.

Just something for people to reply to. Not necessarily dramu.

Oh goodie! I was like "D:" but now I am like ":D"

Yeah no like...on my friend what I posted wasn't related to her at ALL. It's more of a "You need to say this somewhere you can be heard, but don't wanna post it in your journal, so post it here." type thing.

I think you are one of the most tanlented, beautiful people I know. It really makes me mad you don't always see that.

I also think you can be a big hypocrit at times. It's something everyone does, I just think you don't realize it.

You mean a lot to me, more than you'll ever know. I just wanted to thank you for that.

Thank you.

And I do. It's just...I've usually already made an ass out of myself, so whining about what an ass I was isn't going to make shit better.

I wish we could be closer like we were in the first stages of our friendship, but I worry that if it was like that, 1.) we wouldn't have the understanding we do now and 2.)wouldn't put ourselves on a course to destroy our friendship from just grating on one another.

But I guess this is where we are for the next while until some new fundamental change takes its course. It's not bad, but it doesn't have that exciting zest and closeness of a friendship that is forming. Different stage of life I guess.

I actually don't think it's so much an emotional thing as just that...we don't have time. I mean we use to be on IM talking to each other 3+ hours a day. (And I dunno if even if we had 3+ hours on IM I mean we were little retards XD)

Yeah this might be the part that sucks the most about getting older. Less time to spend with all the people who matter. It's like I don't get to see or talk to anyone who isn't 1.) dating me 2.)living with me and 3.)family. I might need to start aiming more, but I think I lost the art of AIM conversing lol.

For the first time in a while I'm happy and content in everything, school, friends, me, ect... I think I might be pregnant and it terrifies the living hell out of me. I really don't know what I'll do. The more stupid thing of the two is I know if I am and I tell my friends they'll immediately assume I did it on purpose, or that I fucked up, and I take my BC religiously. Sorry word vomit.

Also I know I haven't said this enough (not that you really know who I am since it's anon), but I love you I think about you everyday and wish to god that there was something I could do to make everything alright

I MISS YOU. >_

I MISS YOU TOO! Will you be at AX?

I will! I've already registered and got a hotel! Are you going?

Yep! Ditto across the board (The Westin?)

Awesome! Westin? Damn you rich people. We've got 5 people in a Rodeway Inn or whatever the hell it's called. XD;

It was the only one available through the website, and I don't know the area well enough to take chances.

Oh. xD; That's probably better then. My mom gets discounts on hotels through her credit card, so we used that, then split the pay so it's only $110 per person, plus $50 registration.

Darling, you should see if there's still rooms at the Westin, it's only $145 a night + $24 for parking. It's only costing us $107 + $50 reg for 5 people.

I'm glad for you, and I hope you're not pregnant.

And I'm assuming that I love you too.

==; Are you sure? Because I paid cheaper last year and I was kinda really pissed off because there were COCKROACHES and scary stuff. /)_(\ -SO TRAUMATIZED FROM LAST YEAR- ;;

Oh, and our parking is free. xD;

Yeah, you can log into your registration and poke around at the prices.

(Yeah the parking was like "...wut." but it is in and out privileges, and it's half off for AX)

Hmmm. I might do that. I think there's something weird that we get out of it though. Plus, that price is with the tax included so... Idk. WHO KNOWS. ==; I usually don't like the connected hotels anyway, people there tend to be bitches. I'll stick with my randomass hotel w/ free internet and breakfast and probably really disturbing pool.

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