So I talked to my art teacher in class today. And by talk, IO mean cried for about an hour straight.

BUT I told her I hadn't done anything since midterm, and felt no inspiration, and we talked through things and I feel less...hopeless about the whole situation. I don't think the projects going to be PERFECT, but...it'll be.

>Shows you have a passion for your art. Inspiration is a fickle thing. When I write its 90% banging my head against the wall and then suddenly BOOM!
The thing emerges fully formed like Athena from Zeus's forehead.

AND WE HAVE TV AGAIN. This is the first time in like...9 months.

>[blinks] Um, If I could send you that advance for the drawing I wanted done, you'd have $ for at least a month of cable.

RUPAUL'S DRAG RACE=TOP MODEL PLUS DRAG QUEENS :DDDDDDDDDD

>Not my idea of must see TV (pun intended).
>However I will have to post a picture of myself dressed as Carmen Miranda.
>I won 1st place in a company contest. (Using a mens urinal in heels and hose, with Lee press on nails is a wierd experience.)

And a meme, taken from Ko:

WHAT IF
I died:
> You would be mourned. Good friends are rare, regardless of the circumstances.
I kissed you:
> I'd be flattered.
I fell:
> I'd pick you up if it was too late. Catch you if I was close.
I lived next door to you:
> I'd apologise for the explosions and the alien visitors wandering into your yard.
I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
> Invite you in for dinner or a tour of the game room. Give you my OMAHA comic collection.
I stole something:
> Forgive.
I was murdered:
> Avenge.
I cried:
> Offer hugs and try to avoid saying something stupid.
I asked you to marry me:
> Stammer that I'm already taken, but accept the complement.
I was hospitalized:
> Visit you, send a get well card, go clean the litter box or cook a meal.

WOULD YOU
Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
> Trust is a 2-way sheet, I mean, street. I've been told I snore.
Keep a secret if I told you one?
> Absolutely
Hold my hand?
> Often. My hands don't get cold in bad weather. Useful but minor special mutation.
Study with me?
> Sure, that would be illuminating.
Cook for me?
> Absolutely. I am a great cook.
Love me?
> Thirty-Rock: There are 2 things in life I love, everybody and TV. Already do in a proper fashion.
Date me?
> That would be an interesting alternate-universe-inverted "Will and Grace" type experience.

MORE
When and how did we meet?
> On Live Journal -- eep. Can't remember exactly how. Suddenly you were there.
Describe me in three words.
> Creative, emotional, complicated.
What was your first impression of me?
> Another unique individual I would do well to learn from.
What do you think of me now?
> An online friend that reminds me there is more in this world than what is in my own personal orbits.
What reminds you of me?
> Jordan from Real Genius, crossed with "Bowler" from Mystery Men, crossed with random hyper Anime fangirl.
Could you see us together forever?
> Define forever. I suppose I'd be your Wilson Wilson, Jr. from Home Improvement, the friendly unseen neighbor with a ready ear and a kind word.
When's the last time you saw me?
> Online? Daily. In RL? Never.
Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
> I just did, I think...