penguinfaery | I know. Cut this shit out, all right?

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I know. Cut this shit out, all right?

Cassey.

Stop stalking me.

Seriously, guys. It's been...6 months on one end (And really, longer then that, but we haven't talked for 6 months), and hell...6 years on the other. You clearly are not just checking out an old friend to reminisce out of passing curiosity, and it's getting kinda creepy. And hell, maybe I'm all wrong, and you wanna try to patch things up, but some how I think that's not the case. ~~But feel free to correct me.~~

I don't want to start shit or anything. I just want our lives to not over lap as much as possible. I've moved on from both of you, and really, you're starting to give me this weird ego trip. I'm apparently really fucking interesting with the amount of people hanging on to my every word. But we still have mutual...friends? Acquaintances? People I really don't want to make uncomfortable. And I thought this was just....a look in, succumbing to curiosity, but clearly it's...not.

Unless you both are really, REALLY curious.

On a regular basis.

edit to remove someones name who it was a misunderstanding they were listed here. Since she's not doing it, she doesn't need her name thrown up here.

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Terra,

To my knowledge, the only person who views your journal, and that would be your public posts since we both blocked access to each other, would be me.

I know it might seem like I have some kind of gang of people here conspiring, but the only person who ever cared about you here was and is me.

Stephanie, Shea, Paul, and Amanda (the only old mutual friends that I can think of) don't really talk about you, and get annoyed with me when I do. Everyone else seemed to have cooled to you long before I did.

Also, if you wanted clarification, I do like to still look at yours and Julia's DeviantArts. If these count as stalking then count me in as a stalker. But you should realize what you make public is accessible by anyone.

Alex

There's a feature where you can look at who looks at your journal, and Steph looks at mine every few days (As well as Ju's and Bev's less often). I never would have thought she did if...it didn't just pop up there (And checks it consistently. Once I'd figure is morbid curiosity) The last time was the 19th. I would screen shot it but IDK how to on a Mac

I dunno why, and if she doesn't mean anything drama full by it...well, my journal isn't locked so I can't stop her (or...could lock it if I wanted to) and it really is no biggie. Whatever floats her boat.

I just....don't like the idea of her snopping around for what I (And obviously you as well) can see as no reason what so ever, because really, we have no reason to what so ever, and....Steph snooping around in my life for no reason what so ever doesn't really work out well. If she's not...snooping, and just...IDK checking out my sweet Supernatural icons every few days, then...more power to her?

And...actually that's good to hear? IDK, good is...IDK. I don't consider it staking. And thank you for the reply.

The reason her username is coming up is because I use her computer a lot. She practically lives with me and whenever she checks her LJ or Facebook I usually take it to look at the old gang.

So what you're probably seeing is me watching, but through her account. It never occured to me it would look like that, so I'll stop doing this.

I don't need her being called out for something I am doing.

Like I mentioned before, I'm the only one who cares.

Then you have utterly cleared her name.

You...I mean you can, and I imagine you will...want to not use it, but you don't really need to stop now I know nothing is going on. She was really more of a passing concern because...well, she/you hadn't done anything but look and you can't complain too much about people looking when you put it up.

And actually...like...part of the reason I was very "WTF." was because...it seemed odd for Steph TO be looking. So you...make more sense.

Alex, I gotta apoligize for all of this. I figured I could go out and get dinner with an old friend without it starting shit. I used a very vague example (with blanks no names) to say that you were being an adult, as is everyone else, now about everything. I'm sorry and kinda disappointed that it feels like noone can really not start drama about little things now. ok?

btw, this is all amanda not paul not anyone....just me. im sick of being grouped with anyone...I do consider you & steph and etc my closer friends but this is from me. I'm sorry k? I wasn't "feeding 'them' information" or anything.

You didn't feed me anything. They have been stalking my journal for awhile now, and it's been weirding me out for awhile now.

i know but i pretty much got my ass chewed out for telling you that "someone"...blahblah the thing u thought was about casey? ya i got chewed out through the totem pole...

i hate drama gag

So...wait. You got chewed out because someone almost nobody is involved with was stalking me, and you just laid in a last piece?

If anyone thinks you had much of anything to do but cinch a already made idea (And make Alex look good in the process, which I don't feel like anyone should be too pissed about), I think that's pretty damn ridiculous. Is someone really causing strife on Cassey's behalf, because the person I was most concerned about it effecting is pretty much super not ruffled (And...I was hoping things would be written carefully enough to totally exclude you, and I apologize they weren't)

I intentionally wrote this not to drop your name or involvement in because...it's wasn't necessary. "Steph" checking me out every 3 or 4 days on LJ already had me weirded out (Which, you knew) and I have been planning to say something for awhile (Which...I may or may not have said). The fact that Cassey had been doing the same was getting under my skin, because she's been doing it since I saw her a few weeks ago, and I prefer she didn't. This just got me to post something I'd been planning sooner then later (The letter I was drafting to go with it has been...holding me up, but after a talk not with you, I decided to not worry about that)

I figured she'd see this is she was, and she wouldn't if she wasn't. If either of them had not, in fact, been checking my journal, they would not, in fact, have seen it.

Shift+Command (⌘)+3 put's a picture of what you are doing right on your desktop! 

Alex just called me and said that he follows your journal to see where you are with faex stuff, and that Steph doesn't follow your journal at all. I actually see Steph on Facebook now, I don't think she's really been on LJ in a while.

As far as Casey goes, and as far as I can tell from being around her, she isn't stalking you. She isn't following your journal obsessively or anything like that. I think I can say that with a decent amount of confidence. In the last month, I've spent several days at her house, and was around her literally 24/7. She hasn't mentioned you really since I first met her about two months ago. If it's an IP logging thing that makes you think it's her, I check my LJ several times when I'm at her house, so it would look like it was her... I think if thats how that works.

I don't know what your side is on this, can you tell me here or PM what makes you think that they are stalking you?

Learning to let go is the hardest thing, I WOULD KNOW. But the situation here is different. There was notice, it was unhealthy, and there was some major fighting going on. Go girl.

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I:ve been stalking Embers and Alexs journals since I stopped talking to them because I still love them as long as I don:t have to interact with them OH NO. THEY KNOW DONT THEY. So they can totally see like when I check out their journal? Does it show like... how long I lingered on each page?! Shiiiiiiiiiiiit

You can turn it off. You may already have it turned off.

Just so you know....I'm never ~~gonna give you up~~ gonna stop stalking you.

It's just something you'll have to learn to live with. Lol <3

I dunno what I'd do if you started stalking me.

Haha. Probably the same thing you do every day. ;)

Try to take over the world?

Are you ever going to run around, or desert her?

...By any chance?

Never!

I thought that might be it ;D

I guess I am kind of disappointed that I wanted to go have dinner and catch up with out you posting everything onto live journal becuase we talked about us both being relieved the drama was going away and settling, but honestly, you should have known this would have started something...

I guess each day I am learning to keep my mouth shut more and more to the point that I will only be able to say hi how are you and good.

I'm just...disappointed and sad and kinda mad but mostly at me...

Hey. Call me. This had very little to do with you. Like I said, they have been showing up on my guest for...a long while, and I had been meaning to say something for a long while.

can u just leave me an email? i am currently on the phone w paulie and like... trying to pull him onto my side about everything?

chikbabygurl@gmail.com

ill reply no worries.

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