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Fuck you fuck you fuck you. You were just going to abadone me like they did. You said as much, so why should I be nice.

Fuck you. YOU WERE MY FRIEND. Friends don't not talk to each other for month because of shit like that. And fuck you they weren't real conversation. They were to me. People wonder why I'm so fucking insecure about geting close to people online...shit get thrown back in my face. So yeah. Fuck you. I'm not going to be nice this time. I'm gonna bitch and rave because every other time I didn't and the outcome was always the same. At least hopefully I hurt YOU this time too.

I fucking hate this shit. People who act like it's just the internet. Well fuck you. You abdoned all this shit a long time ago. I don't give a shit if you just came to some realization. While you were realizing shit, a friendship died.

No I'm not gonna be fucking nice. I was nice to them, and what'd I get but stabbed in the back? And you bring them up and throw them back in my face. YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MUCH WHAT MAI DID HURT ME? RAE AND SENPAI? You know I still cry sometimes when I stumble on old shit?

And fuck I'm crying all over the place now. Fuck fuck fuck.

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Since when is conversation over the internet not conversation?

That's bullshit. You shouldn't have to put up with shit like that, Terra. You don't deserve that at all. I think you're an awesome person, and even if we do know each other over the internet, I enjoy talkin' to ya and I consider you a friend.

Apperantly smiley faces void communication.

Excatly. And you get that a lot of times I'm at work (And have the attention span of a ferret) so can't actively conversated, only sorta keep one up....it's just life that way. It's why I make my self avlible during work, but don't reach out for convo.

RAWR! HOW DARE PEOPLE HURT MY FRIENDS!!!!

*Fluffs up mother-hen feathers like woah*

<3 I love you so much Terra. With much luck with sort of shit will stop happening or, hell... Imma whip out my internet spoon of dhoom and go kick some major ass.

You know how much ILU?

Lots.

=( ~~I don't know who did this to you, but I hope it wasn't me.~~

*cuddles terra* ♥

No babe, it wasn't you. trust me, I blew up at the person. probably more then I should have, but...eh.

*snuggle*

God, I hate people who think they can be totally indifferent on the Internet after becoming good friends with someone. It's bullshit, it's like trickery, and you don't need it.

*cuddle lubble fluffle* I love you, doll.

It's different when it's a girlfriend, but... still. It reminds me a lot of my ex-g/f and her already dating someone else.

I love you, kk?

*cuddles* If you need anything, let me know?

Love you, and I will. I'm a lot more mellow now (Thank you muchly system of a down and a car stero with noboyd riving with me)

Good, good. I'm glad. ♥ (I'm glad it's okay, then. I might have to bust a cap if it didn't happen.)

Yeah, no I blew up at her too, so most my yuck feelings were vented that way.

I don't rp in communities, or be active in communities for this exact reason. It just hurts too much.