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penguinfaery) wrote2007-10-06 11:59 pm
penguinfaery) wrote2007-10-06 11:59 pm
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The wedding was GORGEOUS. I don't know if there's ever been a more beautiful wedding. On the beach at sunset...literally 10 feet away from shore.
The bride and bridesmaids were all bear foot and had Japanese Parasols...and the Groom had checkered Vans :D That's Josh for yeah. His music was played at the wedding and they wrote their own vows, and, IDK, everything was just wonderful. The music, the food (Peruvian. Which was amazingly good) Nicole is a pastery chef so the cake was gorgeous, and the dessert were amazing...
Nicole LOVED her gift (I drew a picture from her fav picture of her and Josh), she said it was one of the best she'd ever gotten, and then she cried, and I cried, and Josh was like "There are crying woman all over me..."
And I was incredibly depressed and cried all day.
First, it's always been kinda a....bragged about fact in my family that we're all patchworked together. We're like the real life Brady bunch. And when me and my cousins were kids, we were inseperable the minute we got together.
And now it's not so true. Me and Josh and Sierra (The full cousin's) all got along fine and snuggle and bonded, and I spent a good chunk of time with Sierra and her husband/kids (I love her husbands, he's awesome, and her new baby Corbin is the mellowestWeasleycutest baby.)
And the half cousin's came, and then left early and we barely talked. And the step cousins? Didn't even come. It breaks my heart. Me and Jessi use to play for hours and now just hugged and promised to talk on my space. :/
The other thing that made me sad is the fact that I'm next in line to get married. And people were making comment to that effect (Conveniently forgetting Josh is 27 and I'm 21...) It's hard that I can't ever have a wedding like that. If I marry who I want to, it'll cause issue (And I'm not saying I won't face those issues someday. It just upsets me that cloud hangs over it).
And it's horrible to be like "Well, I can't do this till the older generation is gone..." but it's sorta true. My Grandma and Great Aunts are the one who'd be the most upset (although my aunt Pat was totally like "So you live with your Girlfriend?" and I was like "*choke* *sputter*" until I realized what she meant.) But I think the people in like...my mom's generation would, even if they don't agree, shut their mouth and come. It would be an "I don't agree" thing not an "I disown you" thing. (OK, I don't think Jo or Rina would disown me, but they'd be VERY disappointed)
But it just depressed me. And I tried calling Bev and Ju, but neither answered. Luckily my mom took me down to the beach and we walked along and talked and she knew excatly what was bugging me.
And then a wave attacked us.
Also I realized my Great Aunt Pat? LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE YABABA FROM SPIRITED AWAY. Not even kidding. It's weird.
The bride and bridesmaids were all bear foot and had Japanese Parasols...and the Groom had checkered Vans :D That's Josh for yeah. His music was played at the wedding and they wrote their own vows, and, IDK, everything was just wonderful. The music, the food (Peruvian. Which was amazingly good) Nicole is a pastery chef so the cake was gorgeous, and the dessert were amazing...
Nicole LOVED her gift (I drew a picture from her fav picture of her and Josh), she said it was one of the best she'd ever gotten, and then she cried, and I cried, and Josh was like "There are crying woman all over me..."
And I was incredibly depressed and cried all day.
First, it's always been kinda a....bragged about fact in my family that we're all patchworked together. We're like the real life Brady bunch. And when me and my cousins were kids, we were inseperable the minute we got together.
And now it's not so true. Me and Josh and Sierra (The full cousin's) all got along fine and snuggle and bonded, and I spent a good chunk of time with Sierra and her husband/kids (I love her husbands, he's awesome, and her new baby Corbin is the mellowest
And the half cousin's came, and then left early and we barely talked. And the step cousins? Didn't even come. It breaks my heart. Me and Jessi use to play for hours and now just hugged and promised to talk on my space. :/
The other thing that made me sad is the fact that I'm next in line to get married. And people were making comment to that effect (Conveniently forgetting Josh is 27 and I'm 21...) It's hard that I can't ever have a wedding like that. If I marry who I want to, it'll cause issue (And I'm not saying I won't face those issues someday. It just upsets me that cloud hangs over it).
And it's horrible to be like "Well, I can't do this till the older generation is gone..." but it's sorta true. My Grandma and Great Aunts are the one who'd be the most upset (although my aunt Pat was totally like "So you live with your Girlfriend?" and I was like "*choke* *sputter*" until I realized what she meant.) But I think the people in like...my mom's generation would, even if they don't agree, shut their mouth and come. It would be an "I don't agree" thing not an "I disown you" thing. (OK, I don't think Jo or Rina would disown me, but they'd be VERY disappointed)
But it just depressed me. And I tried calling Bev and Ju, but neither answered. Luckily my mom took me down to the beach and we walked along and talked and she knew excatly what was bugging me.
And then a wave attacked us.
Also I realized my Great Aunt Pat? LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE YABABA FROM SPIRITED AWAY. Not even kidding. It's weird.
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Sorry about the depressing thoughts that came with it, though. I know a lot of people in the same boat as you. It's tough, but don't let it drag you down too much.
YABABA PAT HOSHIT.
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I'm trying to find a picture to post of her. I told my mom and she was like "OMG that's what was bothering me at her party!" It was WEIRD.
She was just missing the, you know, giant head.
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such are the thoughts for the future; leave them alone first and focus on what you have now!
it's what I'd tell myself though, may not work for all but I thought that you don't have to get worried about it yet.cheers \m/ ♥
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BTW I still have your poster. Address? sned it to me at penguinfaery@yahoo.com