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penguinfaery) wrote2011-03-28 02:52 pm
penguinfaery) wrote2011-03-28 02:52 pm
But what about Adam?
Bev decided we just need to find Death to make a deal and get Ju's soul back.
No, seriously, talking with Molly today has helped me...phenomenally. Like...not better, that's gonna be a long time, but oh man I am grateful for that girl. And that she made contact sjkdgfdkf ♥. For all you guys, really. Like...I don't really know what to do with all this support, but I am SO thankful.
It still bugs me a lot that Ju hasn't said ANYTHING to Be. Especially considering how much it got under her (And all of ours, really) skin to be treated as one unit, and that a message could be told to one, and dispersed, and people didn't need to treat us as separate entities who needed separate apologies, or separate conversations or anything.
IDK, the conversation today, and with Alex last night, brought somethings up I need to ponder a lot. And the friend thing...IDK if I should, I don't know if it'll ever be on the table...but I...I hate that I am such a jealous person. I know it's bad. But I am, and dunno if I ever will not be, very possessive over Ju. Probably not helped by the fact I felt her slipping away. And when i say probably I mean 100% absolutely.
No, seriously, talking with Molly today has helped me...phenomenally. Like...not better, that's gonna be a long time, but oh man I am grateful for that girl. And that she made contact sjkdgfdkf ♥. For all you guys, really. Like...I don't really know what to do with all this support, but I am SO thankful.
It still bugs me a lot that Ju hasn't said ANYTHING to Be. Especially considering how much it got under her (And all of ours, really) skin to be treated as one unit, and that a message could be told to one, and dispersed, and people didn't need to treat us as separate entities who needed separate apologies, or separate conversations or anything.
IDK, the conversation today, and with Alex last night, brought somethings up I need to ponder a lot. And the friend thing...IDK if I should, I don't know if it'll ever be on the table...but I...I hate that I am such a jealous person. I know it's bad. But I am, and dunno if I ever will not be, very possessive over Ju. Probably not helped by the fact I felt her slipping away. And when i say probably I mean 100% absolutely.
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I also really hope that ju says something to Bev. because that's not right for her not to.