You have always been this big warm blanket to me, and we have a lot in common, because I'm your mini-you and everything. I just want you to know that I promise that everything we have in common, is stuff that we really DO have in common <3 I'd never base a friendship off of lies like that, and I know how scary it is to think that you love the hell out of someone, and they're just leaving you with the emotional check. I'm always afraid of that myself. It's happened to me too often.
So, I dunno. I definitely feel the awkward, but I also know that Ju hasn't spoken to me or Kennedy even once since you guys split up, which is kinda shitty, because Kennedy used to hang out with her a lot (bike down to her house) and I used to talk to her on MSN and stuff, but she's kinda broken up with some of her friends, it seems like. Without ever telling us any of what is going on, if you hadn't been talking about it, none of us would even understand why she hasn't spoken to us. So I can say for sure that my decision to stick by you come hell or high water- is one that I made because you are just a way better friend, and apparently a better person, and not because I feel like my hand has been forced or that you have influenced me or anything silly like that. You are just an awesome friend, and someone who I adore spending time with. You make me laugh, and smile, and feel all warm and fuzzy and side, and I would stick around with you even if you didn't because you are you and that's enough.
/sappy emotional rant.
I know that this will blow over eventually, which sucks in itself because there is still that part that wants to hold on to all the great stuff, but it's worth it to let go if we get to move on to bright things ahead that are genuine and real.
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You have always been this big warm blanket to me, and we have a lot in common, because I'm your mini-you and everything. I just want you to know that I promise that everything we have in common, is stuff that we really DO have in common <3 I'd never base a friendship off of lies like that, and I know how scary it is to think that you love the hell out of someone, and they're just leaving you with the emotional check. I'm always afraid of that myself. It's happened to me too often.
So, I dunno. I definitely feel the awkward, but I also know that Ju hasn't spoken to me or Kennedy even once since you guys split up, which is kinda shitty, because Kennedy used to hang out with her a lot (bike down to her house) and I used to talk to her on MSN and stuff, but she's kinda broken up with some of her friends, it seems like. Without ever telling us any of what is going on, if you hadn't been talking about it, none of us would even understand why she hasn't spoken to us. So I can say for sure that my decision to stick by you come hell or high water- is one that I made because you are just a way better friend, and apparently a better person, and not because I feel like my hand has been forced or that you have influenced me or anything silly like that. You are just an awesome friend, and someone who I adore spending time with. You make me laugh, and smile, and feel all warm and fuzzy and side, and I would stick around with you even if you didn't because you are you and that's enough.
/sappy emotional rant.
I know that this will blow over eventually, which sucks in itself because there is still that part that wants to hold on to all the great stuff, but it's worth it to let go if we get to move on to bright things ahead that are genuine and real.