penguinfaery | (no subject)

I decided to follow the pack and be a meme mule~

Plus I've been intending to do the anon thing for a bit, and everyone doing it has been like a kick in the but to do it.

∴first impressions meme∴

♥ You are the ______ to my ______! ♥

01. List some things you want to say to 15 different people but you know you never will.
02. Don't say who they are.
03. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

1- I know this was so hard, and I think I saw sides of you I wasn’t meant to see, but in a way, I’m glad I did. I don’t think I ever doubted you were human, I think that’s rather impossible, but we’ve been rubbing raw against each other so often lately, at least we all rebounded. It’s at least something we can take from all this.

2- I love you. I love you to death. I am not FUNCTIONINGLY RETARDED. None of us are. I understand you’re use to being in a situation where you really DO have to act like that, and it’s not easy to turn on and off, but really…really. If you make us feel like you’re just going to disregard and belittle us every mistake we make, we will be more aware to not let you be near anything that could possible be a mistake…which is not a good thing.

3-I love that we’re so much alike. But I think I love more that we’re so different. And I honestly think we’re the only ones who will ever know it.

4-I already loved you, so I dunno how it could get more, but it did. Out of everyone I know, you had more right then ANYONE to tell me to grow up, get over it, there’s worse things that can happen (Obviously not MEANLY, but…there are nice ways to say that) And you didn’t. Even if you thought/think I was being over dramatic, you supported me, and understood that, even if inside you were rolling your eyes, it was the end of my world at the moment. And that was more then I could have ever asked for.

5-I’m hoping, someday along the line, things’ll get put back together somewhat. There are things that can never be repaired the way they were, but hopefully something’ll be put back together.

6-I love you as a friend. I hate you as a fandom person. I don’t understand how we can have so many fandom things in common and yet be so far on the aspects of how we feel WITHIN those things.

7-I don’t call you, because I’m terrified of what my insides would do if I found out you had someone. ~~Or worse, you wanted me.~~ So I pretend you’re gay, and Haku was your gate way drug. :D

8- It’s kinda ironic if I am you’re 8 too. Not just cause it’s 8, ha ha, but because I feel pretty much the same in reverse.

9-I love you so hard. I know you have no idea how good a friend I consider you, even if we have less in common then we did before. You’re just apart of my life.

10-I’m not sure what you want from me. I hope I’m giving it, but I also feel like there’s some viciousness going on because…IDK. I’m not paying you enough attention? I hope I’m imagining it.

11-I adore you. I wish I could figure out more to say to you, but I just like…anti-dig you’re new fandom.

12- I love you. But. You can be so stupid and closed minded sometime. I just wanna shake you.

13- Oyo y oy…where to start. I use to love you so much. I was even going to come visit you. And I excused a lot of your faults, because anyone with eyes could see you were in an emotional, if not physical relationship with your little woman. Those are hard.

But now? I hate you. Because the things you’ve done…not so much to me, but to my loved one….oh. Just…no. Yeah, it was pretty shitty of you to ditch me like that, but hey, a lot of people can’t disattach themselves from their gf, especially if she’s such a clingy cow as I’ve heard from many people. But what you’ve done to her….you’re scum.

14- God you are such an epic sweet heart, and I’m so glad he pulled you into our world.

15- You remind me a lot of 7, I think that’s why I got so attached to you. I still sometimes worry I’m way more attached to you, you’re like…IDK. My e-big brother to me, but I have no clue if it’s the same. But it makes me happy anyway~

No Bev you’re not on here. I have nothing anonymous to tell you at this point in time. This is not the meme you are looking for. XD

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...twelve. ._.;?

I've never run into you being....that level of close minded (We all have our moments, but that anon has a habit of it being a personality trait)

Should I keep guessing or am I not here?

I will give away no more, but you can guess if you want.

*prays I'm not number 13*

~CT

♥ ~~which is my default reply so I don't give anything away.~~

I'm almost positive I'm not on this list, and very glad because some of those...I don't think I could deal with right now. :P

Hey babe, I'm calling tonight, we both sound like....we're doing well.

~~and I'm not replying in response to that cause I always give stuff away. But, I can say, you're not any of the horrid ones~~

I have class until 9:15pm. But this is an estimated time. Monday night's class was done by 7:30....Tuesday's went the full time...so if I get out early I'll give you a call. Otherwise hold off till a quarter after 9.

When you want to be harsh, you sure know how to strike at the heart.

Not to imply that I think I'm one of the negative ones, but some of those... ouch.

Oops, not logged in.

At least one of them deserves every claw mark they get.

asfdgjkl these piss me off so hard.

:3 ~~Well, there's only like...a few to males, and I don't have to pretend you're gay. XD~~

Hope I'm not number six, boooooo. :D?

♥

Guessing this because I know it's ruined a friendship I had before, but am I number 11? =S

Even if it was, it's not gonna ruin anything.

I can't help but worry. I don't want a repeat of what happened. 9_9;;

Our friendship has gone through more then one fandom babe, i wouldn't ditch you for something like that.

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