Warnin: terra is feeling like a ray of sunshine today /not

[penguinfaery]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Because Miwako is like Valentines day incarnate Yay paint.

For everyone bitching, plz to be taking your whining and ruining of other people's small pleasures and perpetuating of the stereotype that you have to have a significant other in this world to be happy else where. ♥ This isn't aimed at those who are just lonely, but those being nasty prats about it. Srsly, we've heard it before. You hate Valentines day. Cry moar.

I was talking to someone about the difference between being wanted and needed.

I dunno, I guess I'm tired of putting in effort and getting little/nothing back. I'm always telling myself I'm too paranoid about everyone disliking me online, but shit, some days I don't think I'm paranoid enough. Fucking A. I don't wanna feel like a whiny clingy attention whore, but less face it. We all want attention. if we didn't, all our journal entries would be lcoked up private. I just happen to get grabbier for it when it's withheld.

I dunno. Maybe it's being on LJ, where people seem to collect friend, not have them. Not to say, by any means that I don't have some worthwhile friends on here, I just really do feel the whole "Nother notch in the bed" type thing. And I don't know which friends to focus on getting to know, from like friending memes and stuff, and who doesn't really give a shit. I don't have tons of time online lately, and I'd rather have a few great friends, then 30 people who don't give more then a passing glance at my posts, who I'm wasting time reading all their entries...

I dunno. I'm particularly pissy because one "friend" seems to be passively aggressively "ignoring" me, or wtf ever. srsly, if you have an issue with me, balls up and tell me But just that, and conversations lately have got me thinking, and...eh. Ugh. yuck feeling.


Also.

Dear KTCL:

Casa Bonita is not a romantic dinner place.

The only thing edible is the Sophapillas.

Ask Cartman.

Terra

(And for those who haven't been there, yes it is EXACTLY like in South Park. EXACTLY.)

Comments

[torowa.livejournal.com]

LOL Saiko worked there for like a week! She could tell you stories you wouldn't want to here.

[penguinfaery.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't doubt it. When they don't even bother to stop the food from TASTING like ass....

<33333

[blissfully-mee.livejournal.com]

HAPPEE HEART DAY TO YOU TO:D <333

Re: &lt;33333

[penguinfaery.livejournal.com]

OMG CUTE DEATH OVERLOAD

OMG

OOOOOOOOOMG!

[yakunitatanai.livejournal.com]

I CARES ABOUT YOU!!!

and read all your posts. XD

But I know that feeling. It's like "...Wow."

BUT HAPPY LATE VALENTINE'S TO YOOOOOOOOU.

[chamber.livejournal.com]

Oh snap, is this for me? I don't really post ever so I only log in to my journals once in a blue moon to read my friend list. Plus I have been flakier than usual regarding stuff .. so yeah, I am kind of assuming so. I'm sorry.

[penguinfaery.livejournal.com]

Not for you baby ♥

I think it says something that all the people who have been like "OMG no I care!" are people I would never really doubt.

I'll elaborate more on IM if I catch you tonight (I need to bathe), but it was more aimed at people who post on LJ like...every time they sneeze, but can't be bother to be like "Hey!" LJ isn't where I expect to see you, it's just like...a pleasant surprise ♥