ext_165852 ([identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] penguinfaery 2008-02-26 08:35 am (UTC)

It was not the posting that bothered me. It was the posting WITHOUT trying to solve anything. Your journal is your journal to post as you like. Nobody gonna be snopping around here publically that wouldn't see it if it was flocked anyway. I'm not some BNF that everyone's gonna be like "Ohhh let's go check Terra journal for any trouble today."

And you're flat out wrong about the last time I posted (http://fufuberrysoda.livejournal.com/103441.html?thread=2243601#t2243601) Does my name not ever register anymore or something? I'm not gonna track down all the memes you did, or hunt through all your old posts, but I know I did the whole "What was the first thing you thoughts of me." (We talked about seixsub on GJ) and "What drink am I" (Melonball), you're the ____ to my ____ etc. I didn't comment on the Chirstmas post because foolish me thought I was included in the "Unless you're obviously going to get one" part.

I didn't see an apology, but I may have over looked it in all the commenting. Feel free to link me to the comment. That's not what I want however. I WANT to work out things. I don't WANT something to soothe over the hurt and make it go away, without solving the deeper issue. The issues isn't that you forgot something here or there, that's human. The issues is bigger then that. I thought the post made that pretty clear, but here's the nitty gritty:

Did you say that stuff? If so, why? Why didn't you bring it to me? Why did you consider me not worth working thing through with? Do you care about me? Why are you afraid of me and not others? Do you care about VDL?

Bah, I may think of more, but as I may be going to bed soon, take your time replying. Either way, take you're time replying. I don't want shallow surface shit, I want worked through this if there's anything salvageable. I think we've covered that were both hurt, that there's plenty of sorry to go around around, now let's get our hands dirty and get through this, ok?

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