This is what to do to solve it and get past the shallow shit (Shallow shit being pretty much the circles we were going in in your post)
I can't reply to all. Because I'm all ready staying up to late to deal with all of this. But, some things:
I went through all you posts and found, until the 15th on January, at least 5 places I'd made comments, etc. That is probably WAY more then I've commented on anyone else journal that I don't know IRL. I'm not a big commenter, which is why I don't hold people to big commenting back. Like I said it was no ONE of those things, each one of them has a terribly logical reason alone, it s was all of them piling up.
Miharu was the one who said you were going to her, and since you were under the impressions we didn't talk, that does seem terribly logical. And as for flocking, YOUR flocked post is going to get way more exposure then MY not flocked one. There are some people who don't have LJ's, such as Miharu, involved who I wanted to read this. I don't think you can argue she doesn't have business in it. I was involved in this issue, even thought you seemed unaware until I commented.
I may have gotten the two Christmas posts mixed up and then just got a bad taste in my mouth from cross wires. But I KNOW the Vday one wasn't like that. IDK what it is, but you paying attention to me makes me feel fuzzy, like being allowed to sit at the popular kids tables, and it's like a kick in the gut to suddenly have that snatched away.
I do now see that (The apology). I was wrapped up to. But as for trying to figure out what was going on I was TRYING to tell you.
We'll talk about the rest later. Tomorrow. I'll be on from 1:30 to 9 ish my time. Either through comments if it makes you feel more comfortable, or I'd prefer IM.
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I can't reply to all. Because I'm all ready staying up to late to deal with all of this. But, some things:
I went through all you posts and found, until the 15th on January, at least 5 places I'd made comments, etc. That is probably WAY more then I've commented on anyone else journal that I don't know IRL. I'm not a big commenter, which is why I don't hold people to big commenting back. Like I said it was no ONE of those things, each one of them has a terribly logical reason alone, it s was all of them piling up.
Miharu was the one who said you were going to her, and since you were under the impressions we didn't talk, that does seem terribly logical. And as for flocking, YOUR flocked post is going to get way more exposure then MY not flocked one. There are some people who don't have LJ's, such as Miharu, involved who I wanted to read this. I don't think you can argue she doesn't have business in it. I was involved in this issue, even thought you seemed unaware until I commented.
I may have gotten the two Christmas posts mixed up and then just got a bad taste in my mouth from cross wires. But I KNOW the Vday one wasn't like that. IDK what it is, but you paying attention to me makes me feel fuzzy, like being allowed to sit at the popular kids tables, and it's like a kick in the gut to suddenly have that snatched away.
I do now see that (The apology). I was wrapped up to. But as for trying to figure out what was going on I was TRYING to tell you.
We'll talk about the rest later. Tomorrow. I'll be on from 1:30 to 9 ish my time. Either through comments if it makes you feel more comfortable, or I'd prefer IM.