My issues

[penguinfaery]

Let me show you them.

I hate....a lot, how depressed I get from not being included. Like...I know no one likes it (because it's not a pleasant thing) but there are times when I can go from like...normal and happy to near suicidal (And at certain times of the month when I'm particularly irrational, not near) from one small slight. And they can be small. No really, you'd think I was crazy.

Like...I start crying and wanting to kill long term STRONG friendships and just run away and stop functioning the minute I get a wiff of not being wanted. I have no idea where this comes from, is it was just being unpopular when I was younger or what, but I hate how STRONG it can get. I can give example but I don't wanna single anyone out and make them feel bad, because I rarely think it's intentional or means any harm. It's very much my issue I just...ugh.

I'm gonna go feel yucky in a corner now.

Comments

[peacock.livejournal.com]

Can I ask why character journals, or whatever the hell they are, over at ville_delumiere or whatever it's called, are block adding people, including me, to their f-lists? I figured you'd know, since you're listed as one of the mods. I asked at the main mod's journal, and they started deleting my comments for no reason. I can only conclude it's some sort of pointless annoying gesture, but if there's a reason, I'd like to know it. Otherwise I'm just going to report all journals, personal or not, to LJ. Thanks.

[penguinfaery.livejournal.com]

You must be listed on the friends add. We have a journal called peacock_kind I believe, and maybe the second part got cut off. We'll get it removed, sorry about that.

[peacock.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for replying. Your other mod, fufu-something or other just banned me from commenting in her journal, so I could only presume it was a deliberate gesture. Thank you for actually taking the time to explain and not just doing the same - I appreciate it.

[penguinfaery.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it should all be taken care of. We added peacock alone to our friend remove and took it off the add, so hopefully everyone will get you defriended. Sorry about that.