My issues

[penguinfaery]

Let me show you them.

I hate....a lot, how depressed I get from not being included. Like...I know no one likes it (because it's not a pleasant thing) but there are times when I can go from like...normal and happy to near suicidal (And at certain times of the month when I'm particularly irrational, not near) from one small slight. And they can be small. No really, you'd think I was crazy.

Like...I start crying and wanting to kill long term STRONG friendships and just run away and stop functioning the minute I get a wiff of not being wanted. I have no idea where this comes from, is it was just being unpopular when I was younger or what, but I hate how STRONG it can get. I can give example but I don't wanna single anyone out and make them feel bad, because I rarely think it's intentional or means any harm. It's very much my issue I just...ugh.

I'm gonna go feel yucky in a corner now.

Comments

Re: I realize I'm not the best person to say this <_<

[torowa.livejournal.com]

I dunno if you're like me in this aspect, but the problems I may have with someone when I bleed... while the reaction might be overdone, the problem is still a problem after my period is over. It just bothers me less when I can control my emotions better. It's good that you're gunna talk to them. Even wiser that you are waiting until after your cycle is over.

Slightly OT:
The last time you were 'mental', you posted a lot more negative things on your f-list (which I haven't really seen a whole lot of). You also were doing 5,000,000 things all at one time, and they needed to be completed all at the same time. Right now, you're probably managing several communities, working on three or four comics, working on internet art commissions, working on CON stuff.... not to mention homework, classwork, and work work. Are you giving yourself adequate breaks? That's enough to make anyone stressed and anxious.