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penguinfaery) wrote2008-04-04 08:34 pm
penguinfaery) wrote2008-04-04 08:34 pm
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I hate this. I hate feeling shitty and yucky. I hate arguing with friends, and having doubts about friendships, and over something that is stupid and important at the same time.
I just hate this yuck feeling. I hate the feeling of knowing I'm being talked about somewhere I can't see, and opinions are being formed of me from one incident from one POV and....gah.
I hate wantin to yell t someone and wanting to hug them and be like "It's all ok ILU" at the same time. And I hate this stupid paranoia tht everyone on the internet hates me and if something is not replied to it's because the person on the other end thinks I'm stupid and GAH.
I just....hate all this.
I just hate this yuck feeling. I hate the feeling of knowing I'm being talked about somewhere I can't see, and opinions are being formed of me from one incident from one POV and....gah.
I hate wantin to yell t someone and wanting to hug them and be like "It's all ok ILU" at the same time. And I hate this stupid paranoia tht everyone on the internet hates me and if something is not replied to it's because the person on the other end thinks I'm stupid and GAH.
I just....hate all this.