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I hate this. I hate feeling shitty and yucky. I hate arguing with friends, and having doubts about friendships, and over something that is stupid and important at the same time.

I just hate this yuck feeling. I hate the feeling of knowing I'm being talked about somewhere I can't see, and opinions are being formed of me from one incident from one POV and....gah.

I hate wantin to yell t someone and wanting to hug them and be like "It's all ok ILU" at the same time. And I hate this stupid paranoia tht everyone on the internet hates me and if something is not replied to it's because the person on the other end thinks I'm stupid and GAH.

I just....hate all this.

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If this has anything to do with what I think it does, I'd like to point out.

Ilubb and I'm sorry about all of this and I'm also sorry that I wasn't on around like, six and only came on like, now. My sister has been dragging me around all day(?!).

It is and this makes me feel much, much better. I don't mind fighting with friend, fighting...happens. I mind lossing them.

And I'm sorry chance are I won't be around like ~~everagainD:~~ till Sunday-ish. I'm gonna try for tomorrow but....

Derp, too long to lose you over something silly like RP shizz. I'm doing what needs to be done, 'nuff said.

I ended up talking to Brian after the chatroom and I think everything's okay.

Anyway, do you want me to wait until after this is sorted out (or as sorted out as it can be for the moment) to post about tags and to update FLs plox?

*raises hand* you forgot someone.

Not at all. I meant everything's okay with him.

Since Terra won't be back until Sunday, if you want to talk to me one-on-one, that's fine. But if you don't, I completely understand.

That was why I posted in the OOC. Because I do want to talk to you because I have issues that I feel have basically gone ignored. Some of the issues are similar to Brian's complaints so it might be like banging my head against a wall but I need to get it out of my system yaknow what I mean?

OH SHIT. YOU DID? ALSDKFJASKLD I'll go look?

♥

I think we better wait, because if other changes are made (I don't expect anything epic, but I have a few ideas) we can annpouce them either all at once, or in a serise of posts grouped by subject (I.e. I think we need a mod who's job is to JUST do lists. I know Laura has offered, IDK how things are gonna work out between you, but people are willing to do that job. More then that buts that's just one idea.)

I'll wait then. It's not announced, but I removed the sexuality from the app in case anyone new joins, anyway.

Idk that's a lot of (and the most common) work. Basically, I'd like to wait a while and see if it works out, okay? If after like, a month or so, we haven't cleared things up completely, we'll talk more about an extra mod?

Anyway, yeah. Talked to her. Not sure if everything she needed to say has been said, but I'll gladly listen to her whenever else again. :3

I know how you feel. -_- I just want things to be resolved. And I want my keyboard to work properly to so I don't have to type out my fucking replies in notepad before posting the little bastards! DDDDD:

Fuck, I hate technology.

computers. Mine love, mine enemy.

Haha, this icon is so inappropriate but you know I love you.

It made me LOL.

Greatly.

I love you too ♥

I think probably everyone has that paranoia... I have it. So you don't have to hate yourself for it, really, you don't!

It's okay... There aren't really many people who put trust in the Internet or try to make strong friendships over it. The few that do end up with doubts, of course, but there are also amazing friendships.

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