I can fake it with best of anyone

[penguinfaery]

People wonder what I'm talking about when I say I keep myself distant, why I never open myself up, and why I never trust anyone.

I'm constantly reminded of why I do.

HIATUS.

I'm not in the state of mind to deal with real life bullshit, and for some reason it all seems to be happening online, ironically.

I'm tired of biased judgments being made on me with half the information and always having to defend myself, I'm tired of everything bad I do being magnified and everything good I do being swept away, I'm tired of the person who was suppose to fucking GET all the good and bad parts being a lie.

If you know me in real life you have alternate ways to get a hold of me and can contact me there. If not I'll figure that, despite Alex saying everyone should fight their own battles, what he says all of you say is true, and he decided to speak for y'all at you're request. Comments are disabled because if you DO have an issue with me, it's between you and me, not you, and me, and everyone on LJ.

If you don't know me IRL, none of this is anything you need to worry to much about.