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Terra ([personal profile] penguinfaery) wrote2008-12-24 02:13 pm

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Are you...are you fucking kidding me you bitch.

Are you...are you fucking KIDDING me?

If I ever see you again, there might be physical violence. You might have changed my whole "No really, there's no one I truly hate..." thing. I hate you. I suppose to really hate someone you had to have really loved them, and that's why I've never hated anyone before. I usually choose my friends better.

Do you know how fucking DEPRESSED Bev has been the last few months? Do you? Do you know how hard she's defended you to EVERYONE you meet at Ndk (And yes. EVERYONE. Syd' boyfriend, when we mentioned Tex was coming was like "Oh shit, it's not that bitchy dark haired girl." And he is pretty much one of the sweetest human being I know) because they all realized what a miserable, pathetic human being you are.

YOU STABBED YOUR BEST FRIEND IN THE BACK YOU MESIRIABLE BITCH.

You wanna know why every abadones you? This is why. Because we all LOVED YOU. There was nothing false or phony. And trust me it was fucking HARD at times to keep loving you. But your alcoholic, nasty self ruined that all that. I was offering to help PAY for you to come out to see us, with as little money as I had, trust me, it wasn't cause I secretly hated you. It was cause I loved you, and missed you and Bev needed you. I didn't have enough money to pay rent AND I WAS OFFERING TO HELP PAY FOR YOUR PLANE TICKET.

And look what you did.

You started that weekend at 100%. Probably more then that. None of us cared a lick about what had happened before, it was water under the bridge cause oh my FUCKING GOD we were so happy to see you.

No, you FUCKED UP that weekend by being nasty and drunk most the weekend. Everyone's reaction to you was 100% deserved. You have no one to blame but yourself, no matter how you've twisted and lied to yourself to make you look like some poor victim. All you are is a victim of yourself.

Normally, when friendships die out, I honestly truly hope both parties have good lives because wishing any diffrent is just...asking for negativity.

I don't hope you have a good life. I hope your continue to reap everything you sow. You've earned every miserable bit of your existance.

You had people who truly loved you and cared for you...who until a few days ago were still crying even though they'd been wronged by you because they missed you so much. (Thanks you, by the way, for curing THAT)

And you treated them like shit. You are shit.

Also, the new Nightmare Before Chirstmas CD sorta blows. D: You're done guys. The end.

On a Happier note:

MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLINGS!

I hope you have a super awesome one!

[identity profile] usagi-no-hime.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope you'll have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year~!

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Same to you ♥

[identity profile] supfgts.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
That person sounds quite nerve wracking. *HUGS* Come here.

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*Snuggle* She was like...gah. It...like I'm fighting back tears, even as angry as I am because she was one of my BEST friends. And at least...she had moved so the blow was lessened, but...oh man.

[identity profile] supfgts.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I suppose you really can't change the way she acted.

You were a very good friend to her though.

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I know I made some mistakes, obviously, but the way she's treated me, and Bev particular (She was my good friend. She was Bev's BEST friend) is...oh man.

[identity profile] supfgts.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
At least you ave your other friends who seem to be quite supportive? Like that Bev?

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, Bev is my GF (one of the reasons I'm a bit more then normally pissed about this), and I do have a super awesome group fo friends. I don't need this toxic one. It's just...frustrating that people like her exist.

[identity profile] supfgts.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Aaaah.

Tis' why I hate most people darling ♥

[identity profile] chibirisuchan.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
ohhhhh man. *hugs* It's like some kind of super special brand of stupid comes out in December, just in time to screw with people's holidays.

I hope you have lots of fun on Christmas and lots of people you love and don't have to stress about the jerk!

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's because everyone expects it to be SO good, and it normally...isn't.

♥ YOU TOO DARLIN~!

[identity profile] jaydesummers.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Send that fucking cunt up here. I'll give her a lesson or two in respect and manners.

Merry Christmas babe. ♥

[identity profile] penguinfaery.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, seriously.

You too!

[identity profile] jaydesummers.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I had a friend like that. :| Suffice to say, we're not friends anymore. How fucking greedy do people need to be? And to do that to someone who actually gives a shit about you... -.- Good God what is wrong with people these days?

Thanks! ♥

[identity profile] darkangel-wings.livejournal.com 2008-12-24 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
People like that are... awful. I've known a few, and it's very hard to not wish ill on them. Hopefully they do receive everything they deserve in life. I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Bev that this happened with this person.

Hopefully your holidays are fabulous enough to make up for sucky people. =/

[identity profile] besame.livejournal.com 2008-12-25 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry to hear about stupid bitches ruining your day. :( but ILU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS~~ ♥