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penguinfaery) wrote2009-01-19 09:14 pm
penguinfaery) wrote2009-01-19 09:14 pm
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Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
I never post lyrics, but fuck this song is SO fitting right now.
I'm so tired of your bullshit. You don't go to pick off the weakest link? That's why you SUDDENLY wanna get back in touch with Shea, and start giving her a heavily...altered version of the truth? Your trying to pair up with people who you think are like minded? You're suddenly bonding so super heavy with people you previously didn't consider worth a damn? I'm SO glad Bev made her post so you can't BS people.
And really? It's nice to know that after how many year of being a friend, as good a friend as I could be, as you let me be, you still throw me under the bus as soon as the going gets tough. As always. I adopted you as one of my own AFTER you tried REALLY HARD and viciously to break me and Bev up. And I never held it against you. That was HARD for me. Like...really hard. When I said "I don't even remember why we fought, I love you so much." It wasn't that I FORGOT it was that I didn't care.
And I'm sure lots of people on this friends list can tell you how....rare that is from me. (not...forgetting things, but letting them go so thoroughly)
Fuck I hate how much I care about this still.
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
I never post lyrics, but fuck this song is SO fitting right now.
I'm so tired of your bullshit. You don't go to pick off the weakest link? That's why you SUDDENLY wanna get back in touch with Shea, and start giving her a heavily...altered version of the truth? Your trying to pair up with people who you think are like minded? You're suddenly bonding so super heavy with people you previously didn't consider worth a damn? I'm SO glad Bev made her post so you can't BS people.
And really? It's nice to know that after how many year of being a friend, as good a friend as I could be, as you let me be, you still throw me under the bus as soon as the going gets tough. As always. I adopted you as one of my own AFTER you tried REALLY HARD and viciously to break me and Bev up. And I never held it against you. That was HARD for me. Like...really hard. When I said "I don't even remember why we fought, I love you so much." It wasn't that I FORGOT it was that I didn't care.
And I'm sure lots of people on this friends list can tell you how....rare that is from me. (not...forgetting things, but letting them go so thoroughly)
Fuck I hate how much I care about this still.