penguinfaery | (no subject)

You know, I'm not super torn up about it, because it was pretty obvious the other person was just tugging me around, but it's really weird to get a message that's like "I'm removing you (And Ju) from my friends list even thought I love you because you aren't reading my journal."

Especially from someone who was on Hiatus, and has only been back when I've been very upfront how busy I've been, and NOT around much. Yes, I wasn't commenting on posts about things I didn't know because my life's been falling down about my ears, so sorry. (And I love the "And Ju." Ju, who has ALSO been posting about the myriad of SERIOUS SHIT keeping her from commenting and stuff, except when she can get a moment here or there.Ju who is not, in fact, me. Yes, we are the ones not paying attention)

Guys, I know I've been distant and AWOL. It's not anything personal. My life is (and not just in bad ways, but a lot of those too) flying past me at the moment. If you want to reach out to me, please don't do it in vague and cryptic ways to see if I notice. Right now I won't, the end. I skim everyone's journal to pick up the important things and sorta keep up, but I'm missing bits (And bits FAR more important then a tucked away reach out), I'm on Hiatus from pretty much all rping, and I'm BARELY keeping shit together IRL. This isn't like...begging for pity, some of the stuff is GOOD and I wouldn't change it, but it's still keeping me super exhausted and distracted.

If you want to reach out to me, if you miss talking to me...IM isn't a one way connection. Neither is e-mail, or PM if that's your thing. (I would say the phone, but we all know me and the phone...but if you REALLY have to hear my voice, I can try) Hewll, send me a letter, I know it'd make my day. I'll try to be better in the summer, but trust me...this isn't just an online thing (I haven't seen my best friend in real life in almost 2 months)

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Actually you haven't seen your best friend in almost 4 months. :P

Pssh, you don't count as in real life, I make you up in my head. Clearly.

(you are uncontested darling, I was trying to illustrate about people I can see on a regular basis...and still haven't. The fact that you and Toni, who lives across town, are not quiet neck and neck but close should account to what an anti-social bug I've been)

I'm like Schroedenger from Hellsing, I only exist if I believe I do...and now that you have made me question my existence I might- *poof* *disappears from Earth 2*

Is this like whenever you talk about candlejack you just dis-

*an echo of Alex from Earth X replies*

EXACTLY!

SIde Note - Hee hee, this reminds me of the old Cx posting days! Old School, BELIEVE IT!

(http://photobucket.com/images/naruto%20believe%20it)

Also, best Naruto cosplayer ever:

(http://photobucket.com/images/naruto%20believe%20it)

Hey is that the Naruto from this DV?

http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/gallery/#Naruto-Shippuuden

If it is, I love love love these people.

Oh yeah I'm betting it's them.

And fuck yes they're awesome.

Life tops, its understandable. I am not judging since I am being just as distant and AWOL myself.

Heyy that cosplay group is amazing. They have a really good Hinata and Sasuke too. I'll put my Sasuke one in here if I can figure out how to post pictures. They even dress up their younger siblings as chibi Naruto and Hinata, it's so cute! <3

Okay I don't know how to post pictures *fail*

Hey baby just don't forget you'll have to make time for me in about two months. I'll be down there at the end of May. We all know life tends to shit on us (not in that like negative way) but just that HERE NOW YOU HAVE A BUNCH OF SHIT TO DO!!! It happens. Hell it happened to me pretty much ll of last year, and when I thought I'd catch a break I didn't.

I may call you sometime this week even if it's for like five minutes. I just like hearing your voice. Just remember. If you get a moment where you can slow down do it, or you'll run yourself into the ground.

I LOVE YOU!