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So I am feeling distinctly better. Not that things...are better. I am still kinda waiting for the other angsty foot to fall but...yesterday was amazingly awesome (girls day out lunch with Sarah's mom + Shopping + cheap 90 minutes massages + wine + Disney), and I slept well last night, and am just feeling pretty damn good about things. Me and Ju have been writing back and forth, and...I got a lot out. It might have burned that ridge, but it also I think...is why I feel so good. At least in part.

I did smash my finger something wicked in the car door. I don't think it's broken but...it is sorta a purple sausage.

The new apartment is wonderful, and I can't wait till it's all put together so we can have a million parties. The guy across the way is...not a friend from highschool, but someone I always enjoyed talking to, and we might watch his baby~!

And we also had crazy people steal our "Caution, contaminated room!" signs with the radioactive symbol on it and rep[lace it with thsi (Sorry for the sideways ness)

And completely unrelated:

So for the last couple off months I have...not really wanted to rp guys, at all. In game I mainly focused on De and Rapunzel, and I just thought it was a mixture of time and the fact me and Ju had like...20 rps with me playing Dean and I was over whelmed and burnt out.

...and now we are broken up and I wanna play guys again. Like in the past week the want to play Eddie, Cuthbert, Dean, Axel, Reno, Jack Sawyer, Sai, Sawyer Sawyer (The Lost one), Subaru, Michael (Sorta male), Sirius and Naruto (Plus a whole slew of male OCs) have all popped up. And not that I haven't poked at those muses in the last few months, they just...weren't clicking, at all. I've even wanted to go back and tag me and Ju's Sam&Dean rps, which is obviously a terrible idea.

And me and Be were discussing it. I think...Ju told me she didn't like chicks(Sometimes). So playing a male character with my lesbian girlfriend who didn't like girls was making me...uncomfortable with the idea of playing a male at all.

It's weird because...I was looking at it from the angle of "Dude, why do I only wanna play girls lately? What's goin on..." And now it is like 'You were interrogating the text from the wrong perspective.'

IDK it is weird. And I don't know really what to do with it.

Except play the shit out of some dudes.

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Ter baby, I am so very very glad that you are starting to pull things together. I want to see your new apartment and give you lots of hugs and snuggle the living crap out of you. Srs.

I think I understand your aversion to playing male characters because I was going through something similar with girls. It makes sense that your muse is visiting you again.

If you need help finishing with the moving at all, I have bitchin' cleaning organizing and putting together skills. Not to mention heavy lifting. I'm excited for you, and I really miss hanging out.

We will be having a house warming party....soonish. And IDK how you and your girls feel bout the light rail but we are literally across the street from a station

It is weird, but I'm glad my buys are back, I guess?

Pfft. We take that light rail ho everywhar.

Or con Lisa into driving us with the promise of mix CD's and baked goods.

<3 Guys are fun to have around sometimes. XD.

I'm really looking forward to seeing you again because I feel like this year we just-- haven't really hung out or done anything.

Well we are right across the street from the 9 mile station♥

Awesome. <3

So I've refrained commenting on your life for these posts because... that's exactly what it felt like: commenting on your life. And I thought, this is a long process, and so there will be plenty of time to comment once I don't feel like I'm climbing into your personal life.

Which is NOW! I feel like I can comment now without being too invasive! So I just wanted to say, from the last posts, it seems to me like you have been dealing with this now. Breakups are always tough, of course. I think that you are a very strong person, and that things like moving into the new apartment, and this revelation here are definitely GOOD THINGS!

So that's my deep comment on your life. In more shallow terms, if you feel the urge to play an Axel a Roxas is always available :D

♥ you are never unwelcomed in my life bb.

and also your roxas is.

/squishes so much because uguuuu. rabu te, glad things are getting better.

my characters are always open and rofl I SWEAR I WILL TAG OUR MUSEBOX SOON

Jesus, woman, be a better tag monkey.(ILU)

Like...I think I will be super slow at it, but we could try something with Dean and Cas,or the one with Samcifer if you wanted?

fff I will try I will try.

We totally could (: omgomg what about sammifer/past!dean/future!cas *A*

*cracks whip*

That would also be fine with me. Possibly more fine. I have not done future Dean so I wanna ease in.

/GETS TO IT.

/and lures january into the fray

Ew not here, I hate her. With love.

/lures her into playing future!cas.

Am I tackling future!Dean when needed, or is he just...not around?

I guess Samcifer could have grabbed normal Dean and Cas is going to play knight in shining armor~~that possibly smells a bit like pot~~

he can be neck snapped :|a

Maybe sammifer grabby deanny and cas to share his ~new world~ with? Dean because Sam would demand it and Cas because he's the only angel around anymore?

Sounds like a plan to me. They are his uhh...

well.

I think I've read fan fic like that XD

... want.

Well, you'll have.

I am fascinated by this light rail thing of which you speak. I must see this thing.

It is like an electric trains, run along the main freeway.

So it doesn't interrupt traffic, but runs alongside it?

Yep. Sometimes when it crosses traffic (And when they're building it) but nothing worse then stopping an extra 30 seconds at a stop light.

S-sweet. Does it go above and below ground? Are people allowed to hang on outside of it like a trolley? Can bicycles be loaded onto the front/back? How fast does it go?

only above, yes, yes, and idk like...maybe 40 MPH but it stops every mile or so.

So comparing it to average driving in traffic, do you generally get there quicker or more slowly?

more slowly, unless there is heavy traffic. but also it mainly goes down town so no fuss about parking/gas/etc

Ah, so it's like a commuter train. Does CO have any intercity trains? If I wanted to go from the Denver Airport to Boulder by train, for example.

No, not at all.