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I feel like crap warmed over. I think I got maybe...2-3 hours of sleep last night, and most of it was shoved against the wall with no pillow.

I dunno how sometimes me and Ju can share a twin bed and it's comfortable as shit, and sometime...it's not.

I'm super stressed. We aren't going to Afest. But we may be going to the hot springs so maybe that can...unstress me a bit.

And unsick me. Now I have sinus and nausea. Fuck you body.

And why is being an art student so expensive? I'm looking at $300+ simply for things to make art on (Papers and canvases) That doesn't cover what I need to actually MAKE the art.

FML.

Seriously.

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Ok, so I'm blowing up your flist, I know.

But like...last semester there was SUCH an emphasis on our thematic series being DEEP and PERSONAL and MEANINGFUL in really blantly obvious ways. And now I am....so caught up in that I'm afraid my thematic series is...super cliched.

I'm doing it on emotion. And I'm sure I can make the pieces interesting, but...they seem cliched to me. And I don't know what else to make them on. One girl did everything on teeth, and another on "Things that people see as negative." on antique windows (So it'd be like...spider and jellyfish and looks really cool) and...idk. I feel so...obvious.

I need 6 pieces, all tied together, and big ones, and I DON'T wanna do it on people in my life. I did it on body image last semester and hate those pieces. I want nothing to do with that.

I dunno. My head hurts.

/whines more.