Terra

Oh yeah. We're home.

:3

We spent the weekend with my adorable niece and nephew, and their awesome parents Sierra and Rory. We hit up NY state watering holes, and had awesome Mexican food, and ended up dancing all night in a gypsy tent with old people to hip hop remixes of Renegade.

It was pretty much awesome.

I'll have more to say and a picture post later, but right now I am super brain ded.

My grandmother passed away yesterday. She was my mom's step mom but always, always family. We were all very close, and I loved her a hell of a lot. I haven't seen her for a year and a half, since we went to AX, but we had a really nice lunch then, just her and I.

She was a strong, wonderful person, and I know she has missed my Papa Dave since he past...years ago now. And just been...sort of done living. But I'm still gonna miss her like crazy. She was something special.

I have weirdly been thinking a lot about her lately. The story about her giving me the Vampire Armand and being like "Enjoy, it's pretty much gay porn!:)" Came up like...twice in the last week or so. And my brains has just been...IDK. Back in the house at Estralita a lot.

I don't know if I'm going to the funeral. I'd rather get my mother out there for a longer amount of time to spend with her siblings, then go out myself, but I also don't want to not be with her.Plus there is family politics if I don't go that once upon a time I think my family did not have but...is not so true anymore. I don't think they would understand wanting to mourn in my own way. I also just...don't do well with death. I was...ok, at Sarah's grandmother's funeral,but barely and I didn't know her.

Yesterday was my mom's birthday. We had Tea at the Brown Palace which was pathetic and over priced ($119 for 3 people. It was in the lobby, which granted was a beautiful lobby, but also loud and awkward. And the food was delicious but you honestly got about half a plate for that much money. And the tea itself was nothing special.) But it made my mom happy, and she doesn't seem to be letting Grandma Jo's passing ruin that for her.

So...

Last night I'm laying in bed almost asleep listening to one of the kids running laps down stairs when Ju elbows me and goes "did you here that?"

I say "jfjfguuuur derp." Which she figured out was "it's just the kids."

And she's like "...it's 3am and they've been asleep since we got home. And it's coming from above us."

Which was weird being as how we were in the attic.

Both babies were sleeping with their parents and there was no way they'd be running laps at 3am (at least not without us hearing a LOT more then them running laps. Like their parents killing them for running around at 3am) And with the way the house was made like...there's no way we wouldn't know if everyonr else was up (so corbin couldn't be running laps with out his mom noticing...especially if we could hear them.

It wasn't scary and sierra had told us shed heard it before but it was crazy. We had also been shushed earlier in the night and I wonder now about that too (it wasn't...rude or undeserved just sorta ooc for sierra)

My mom brought home a disc of old picture from my family. Oh man.

My mom and I look alike. My dad looks like Hyde.

( And my grandma looks like Bellatrix Lestrange, and my Uncle Tim looks like Sam Winchester, so I feel they must battle now. )

So, me and mom just had one of our knock down drag out fights, and things are IDK better-ish. We'll see how much our solutions stick.

We also figured out that neither of us know what to do about Aunt Kathy, and that's why it' causing such issues.

Gah, life.

Also, I think I am going to my string_theories my muse box thing.

Also, i feel like a big jerk. After me and mom argued, we were poking fun at the random Chainsaw in our living room.

And I picked it up, and kicked open the door yelling something appropriately aggressive at Bev....

...Who was fast asleep.

Or had been until I burst in yelling with a chain saw.

It wasn't on, at least.