Terra

SO.

I'm thinking of switching my goal form being a High School art teacher to a college art teacher. I KNOW I'd enjoy it more. I'm just worried about doing a "Fine art major" because that's so...fluff. ANd that I'd have to make a name for myself as a fine artist to get a job. I don't doubt I CAN, but IDK how I feel about it. Plus, I'd be able to skip the education classes. And with the tattoo thing I have a back up to make cash in the bits inbetween.

Also, I have been AWOL due to mid-terms.

Ugh.

Plus, I hate the feeling that people are not telling me how they feel about me, that they're just being nice to me to my face. and I REALLY hate that it makes me think (I know 100% unfairly) that NICE people who really DON'T have anything bad to say are just "not telling me" (Not telling me something that's not there, I logically know)

I would love to be able to read minds because I think that every one thinks the worst of me, so nothing horrible could be revealed, and then I could relax and know who to really trust. I have so many wonderful people I'm so greatful for, but I've had so many phonies, particularly online, that I stand more guarded then I'd ever wanna be.

I slso need to buy myself a year with 100 icons :D You guys got me addicted.