Terra

Ju and I broke up. And it had gotten to Ju and I which says a lot.

Things were not going well, and she wasn't willing to work on things.

I'm not ok and dunno when or if I will be. But Bev is still here for me, as well as friends and it will be as good as it can be.

Fuck if I don't feel like a huge chunk of me is missing. It hurt so much knowing you cared so much more then the other party.

Can't say I didn't try.

Still, probably the most...IDK I just had the word. Productive, honest conversation we've had in years. And I....just regret there was a brick wall that couldn't be knocked down.

I've been crying, but...I also feel...lighter. I dunno.

Mother fucker.

The courts can't help us because it's a destroy order.

They took our dog's for "their welfare" to lock them up for 11 days and destroy them.

Yeah.

That's so good for them.

Motherfuckers.

( Letter were sending out )

We've contacted Peta, our representatives, and all the news people we could think of.

Edit: Since a few people are linking to this: I've contacted the Humane Society, the Denver Dumb Friend League, and ASPCA.

DDFL contacted us and said they had some ideas, but we had some crossed wires and haven't gotten a hold of them yet.

PETA refused to help flat out. They said in their experience that these things are deserved. I sent back a message saying at this point, we don't even so much care about us getting them back (That's what the court date is) but making sure that Aurora transfers or Adopts them if we lose, instead of killing them. I have yet to hear back.

Edit 2: Denver Dumb Friend League sent us to some lawyers. The guy there use to be a cop, says everything stinks of illegal with the search. One Lawyer said she couldn't help, we're waiting to hear back from the other.

I went to visit them. Ryuu nearly climbed up the cage to see us, and Duddits clawed up my arms trying to get at me. Obviously unloved dogs here :/