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So Alex flew up for Texxy's graduation party.

We haven't seen each other face to face since our big blow out and it was jlahsdfgdfsjh awesome. Wonderful.

Like family was home.

And Tex's graduation was pretty awesome too. Thing were bittersweet, and the whole week was very emotional, but it was also very wonderful.

Ricky Martin's GAY?!

I, for one, am shocked.

/sarcasm.

I just registered for Otakon, and for my panel.

table_chan is safe at the airport.

The airport makes me unreasonably sad, I have realized. I don't think it's going to go away like I was hoping. Granted, it's never really fun to drop off loved ones, which is half of what you do at the airport, especially when you're never sure when you're going to see them again.

But it makes me miss my Alex like crazy. A lot of things have been reminding me of him lately, and IDK why. If it's cause I had an internet friend visiting from out of town (Though I'm pretty sure Kiona and Alex could not be more different) or what. And IDK if more things have been coming up to make me miss him, or if I've been noticing them for some reason more the last few days.

Oh well. Less emo. More OMG-BREAK-IS-OVER-TOMORROW-NEED-TO-DO-ART.

Monthly meme~!

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Day 08 | A photo that makes you angry/sad

Cause that's something I wanna dwell on.

I...dunno wtf we were doing, except being silly on Christmas.

I had a dream last night that was one of those gut punch "Everything is normal and happy...till you wake up!" type dreams (I mainly remember telling him how gay Dean's dream was). So this is sorta a bittersweet fitting one on the meme today.

IN HAPPIER NEWS:

I have an art show this summer at the Women's Studies gallery. All me. Possibly all summer.

AND.

My comic was accepted to Metro Sphere! And it'll be printed half in color! :DDDD

Can't say I didn't try.

Still, probably the most...IDK I just had the word. Productive, honest conversation we've had in years. And I....just regret there was a brick wall that couldn't be knocked down.

I've been crying, but...I also feel...lighter. I dunno.

I'm leaving up Alex's little hack into my LJ, because, you know...his immaturity and douchbaggery can speak for it's self.

Also, my e-mail password is something entirely new and not something you'd have any clue to thanks to your psycho brigades little hack threat. Good try though. Have you really been looking through my e-mail until my password got changed? And you're giving ME shit about not being over things?

Class act Alex. 4 stars. Sorry I assumed you were a decent human being, whatever was I thinking.

Also...me ignoring things to fit into MY world view? Are you kidding me? I have enough faults of my own, I really don't need yours buddy.

Terra

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