Terra

gabbygabe you have no made it so I have to keep my icons at an acceptable amounjt of awesom :3

I realized how NOT a girly-girl I am this week. Which is interesting as me and Cloud have been having like...talks about gender/what makes gender, etc. But in hanging with Steph and Shea I just realized...I felt like a man hanging out with them. Not in a bad way, hanging out with them was actually fun, just...very different. I don't know, I don't tend to...like, I actually think I'm gender androgounous, but I kinda slide around so I have super girly days, and super guyish days, but nothing to any extreme, but I don't think any of my friends back home are super girly girls either, so I had forgotten how to be around 'em.

I actually, for being so anti-social lately, have been in a lot of different social situations. Which is really good, because it's pretty much exactly what my therapist has told me to do. Work on rebuilding my support. Even online...like not with everyone forever, but there are many people I've been feeling much closer to, and I've made a few new friends, which I don't think I've done sans Cloud since first joining OA.

I dunno, it feels good. I'm feeling more balanced lately by leaps and bounds. I still wanna go in and get a medical evaluation (Because going "Oh, everything's better, no need to worry about it now!" when I'm not in the middle of it, especially with the possibility of it being bi-polarism, seems overwhelmingly not smart.)

AND. I have the money for California generally taken care of :D Happy day~

The 70's version of JC Superstar is so overwhelmingly chill. Likely due to the fact everyone involved with making it was likely high as a kite.